Kala itu

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,
beg, borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come when i was a child and growing to be a good human.
In every night, I catch my eye into a mirror like i am wash all of my troubles.
I walk slowly outside my bedroom and talk to my self and look at my eyes again.
My eyes talking but my mouth still on silent.
It's all make me tire, my parents also don't know what i am do this.
My body feels cold, my mind cracked.
My body is ache,my mind on the move.
My body disappear, my mind are confused.
My body move on, my mind is hollow.
I am lies, lie and lies again.
But i am not an liar, i am just an normal.
I think they never understand, i think they never possible. I am not lose, but down.
Parents doesn't understand, children is crying cause they are.
I am wake up but not open.
I am smile up but nevermind.
Yes man, i am good and cool..